WM Birthday Story 2004
Johnny Lancer slowed 
Barranca to a brisk walk as he neared the group of strangers. It looked like 
there were three of them moving about; he guessed they'd spent the night in this 
spot, and were breaking camp. A bit late in the morning for anyone who had a 
ways to travel, but it was a fine spot, a nice clump of trees for cover and a 
good water supply nearby. He could tell from their movements that the men had 
spotted him, had discussed it a bit and had decided to just keep going about 
their business. Johnny wasn't trying to come up on them all of a sudden--- that 
was never a good idea, surprising folks you didn't know. Anyway, it was a clear 
day and he realized that his brightly colored shirt and the silver conchos down 
his pants legs were distinctive spots of color amongst the mostly greens and 
tans of the surrounding landscape. They were probably just passing through. Even 
though he didn't expect trouble, the skilled shootist reflexively shifted the 
reins into his left hand, freeing up his right, just in case.
No one offered up a 
greeting as Johnny approached. There were two older men with dark hair and 
trimmed beards. Both of them were fairly tall, probably about Scott's height, 
but broader in the shoulders, one more so than the other. By the time that 
Johnny actually rode up to the campsite, one of the men was sitting down by the 
fire pit, holding a carbine, while the other was busy over by their string of 
horses. A younger man, with a touch of reddish color in his hair and 
clean-shaven-- a kid really-- stood off to one side, rolling up some blankets.
Johnny noted that 
all three of them were wearing gun belts, but cinched at the waist, so they 
weren't professionals. There was nothing special about their clothes, except 
that the two bearded men were wearing a couple of faded wool caps that Johnny 
recognized as—
"Mornin'," one of 
the older men called out, his tone neutral, his expression unreadable even to 
Johnny's practiced eye. The man lifted up the brim of his wool cap just a bit, 
then gave the animal he was loading up with gear a pat before taking a few steps 
towards Johnny.
"Mornin'," Johnny 
replied in a friendly tone. As he glanced around, he slid his hat off the back 
of his head to let it hang by its cord.
The kid stood there 
staring at him, a blanket in each hand, but the third man barely glanced up, 
just kept working on readying the Sharps he held across his lap, a breechloader 
that had, apparently, been converted to take metal cartridges. Judging from the 
dulled surface of the wooden stock, the gun had seen its share of use.
Johnny reined 
Barranca to a halt, then adjusted his horse's position so that he could keep all 
three men in his line of sight. When he met the kid's eyes, Johnny flashed a 
smile, then skimmed his gaze over the man with the gun once more before turning 
his attention-----most of it----back to the one who had spoken. "Looks like you 
boys are packin' up," he observed easily.
"That's right." It 
was the man handling the weapon who answered, a hint of a challenge in his 
voice, although he still didn't look up. Johnny had the two men wearing the 
faded Army caps pegged as brothers; the resemblance between them was pretty 
clear. The first man, probably the elder by a couple of years, stepped nearer 
still, a mildly concerned expression on his face. "Is there a reason why that's 
of interest to you, Friend?" he asked. "Is there a problem?"
"No," Johnny replied 
slowly. "No problem. But, just so you know, you're on Lancer land."
Even if Johnny had 
missed the look that passed between the two older men at the mention of the name 
"Lancer", the boy's reaction would have alerted him. The kid bundled those grey 
blankets he was holding up in both arms so he could come closer without dragging 
them or tripping over them.
Though his relaxed 
posture gave nothing away, Johnny Lancer eased his gun hand to the side of his 
leg, just in case.
The man with the 
carbine stood up then and looked Johnny right in the face. The fellow had 
piercing, light colored eyes. They weren't blue, but more of a smoky color, 
staring out from a weathered visage under a furrowed brow. "We're lookin' for a 
Lancer," he announced, cradling the Sharps in one arm. "Just so you know."
"That a fact?" 
Johnny responded in a purely conversational tone. "And just who might you boys 
be?"
The older one 
fielded that question. "I'm Ambrose Bowen and this here's my brother Ben."
"I'm Johnny." He 
decided to leave the "Lancer" off for now, and watched to see if there was any 
reaction to his given name. Seeing none, other than a simple nod of 
acknowledgment, Johnny moved his own head in the boy's direction and gave 
Ambrose a questioning look.
"That there's 
Daniel, our kid brother."
"Looks like there's 
a few years between ya."
Ambrose hesitated, 
disconcerted perhaps by the personal nature of the observation, then he 
reluctantly explained. "Well, we had a coupla sisters in between . . . and 
another brother." 
Reluctant or 
not, Ambrose had said enough to confirm to Johnny's ears that the three men 
weren't locals. "You boys from back East?"
 
"That's 
right." From the set of ol'Ben's jaw, and the way he was gripping that 
short-barreled rifle in two hands now, Johnny could see that the man had maybe 
had just about enough questions. But of course Johnny had to know one more 
thing, even if he didn't exactly make it into a question.
"So, you said you're 
lookin' for a Lancer." The ex-gunslinger's flat tone made his negative opinion 
known.
"That's right." 
Ambrose folded his arms across his chest and locked onto Johnny with a pair of 
those same smoke-colored eyes. He paused long enough to let Johnny know how 
little his opinion mattered. "We're lookin' for Lieutenant Scott Lancer. Our 
brother Cal served with ‘im during the War. . . they were prisoners together."
Prisoners. 
Johnny didn't know a great many details about the year that his older brother 
had spent confined in a Confederate prison camp during the War, but he knew 
about the failed escape attempt, that Scott had been in charge. And lost a lot 
of men. 
"Sixteen men, 
every last man killed." That's what that Cassidy woman said.
That fool Dan 
Cassidy had decided that just because he'd been the sole survivor, Scott must 
have been a traitor. So Cassidy had come clear across the country, gunning for 
Scott, even bringing a couple of men along with him, including one who'd had a 
brother die in the escape attempt. Now maybe this Cal Bowen had been another one 
of those sixteen. And there was a good chance that his brothers didn't know the 
real story.
Ambrose Bowen seemed 
a bit uncomfortable about the fact that Johnny was just sitting there on his 
palomino horse, looking down thoughtfully at them and not saying anything. The 
other brother, Ben, was staring pretty hard too, but Johnny still kept quiet, 
waiting to see what more they might tell him.
Finally Ambrose 
broke the silence. "We'd heard he'd come out here to California."
"Now how'd ya hear 
that?" Johnny asked softly.
Ambrose started to 
answer, "Well, it was quite a while back, we had a long letter from a Lt. 
Cassidy—" when Ben Bowen interrupted him. "That's enough questions, Friend," he 
said, putting a bit more emphasis on the word "Friend" than his brother had 
earlier. "Our business is personal, with Lt. Lancer. So now why don't you just 
tell us where we can find him?"
Ambrose jumped in 
with "We'd be obliged" and then before Johnny could respond, the kid spoke up.
"There's somebody 
else comin'."
Without turning, 
Johnny knew that the "somebody else" would have to be his brother, the former 
lieutenant. The two of them had ridden out bright and early to hunt down strays, 
round them up and try to send them back towards the main herd. Sure enough, when 
Johnny looked back over his shoulder, there was Scott coming along astride 
Brunswick, the chestnut's white ankles flashing. He might be wearing a plain 
pair of dark trousers and a tan work shirt instead of a fancy uniform, but to 
Johnny's eye, even now, so many years after his War had ended, Scott still sat a 
horse with the bearing that clearly 
called out 
"Cavalry".
He wondered if the 
Bowens thought so too. Now the ex-gunfighter figured that if it came to it, he 
could try to take down all three of them—--Ben, the one with the carbine, would 
be first, then Ambrose. The kid, who was still holding an armload of blankets, 
he could be left for last. Johnny knew he wouldn't have time to be too careful 
so there'd be a good chance at least one of the Bowen brothers might die.
"That wouldn't be 
Scott Lancer coming now, would it?"
"Nope. Just another 
one a the hands; we're out here rounding up strays." Maybe these men didn't know 
what Scott looked like; after all, they'd said it'd been their brother who'd 
served with him.
Ben still had a good 
grip on the Sharps, but the other two didn't seem to be making any move for 
their guns. Unwilling to risk Scott turning into a target, Johnny waited until 
he was sure his brother was within earshot, then called out to him. "Hey, Hank, 
c'mon over here."
Even at this 
distance, Johnny could see Scott tilt his head a bit, as he reined Brunswick in, 
listening until Johnny repeated his shouted invitation. Now on full alert, the 
former Army officer's posture became even more erect as he kneed his horse back 
into motion, prudently transferring the reins from one gloved hand to the other.
Slowing Brunswick to 
a walk, Scott eased his mount up to the campsite, stopping alongside Barranca. 
He looked carefully at each of the three strangers, before letting his eyes come 
to rest on his brother, searching for some sign, some explanation as to why the 
younger man had decided to choose this morning for a rechristening. Uncertain as 
to how to address him, Scott patiently waited for Johnny to speak first.
"Hey Hank, this 
here's Ambrose and Ben . . . . . Seems they're lookin' for Lt. Lancer."
His expression 
carefully neutral, shaded beneath the brim of his hat, Scott studied the men 
once more, taking in every detail of their appearance and attire. "Is that 
right?" he asked Johnny, trying to convey with his eyes that he didn't recognize 
any of them. 
Ambrose 
pressed the issue. "So would we find him out here working the herd, or. . "
Johnny snorted 
derisively. "Nope, not Ol'Scott. He's a city boy. You won't find him out here 
workin'. He don't like t'get his hands dirty."
Scott bowed his head 
slightly so that there would be no chance of anyone seeing a reaction to his 
brother's words. His gaze falling upon his leather work-gloves, he decided to 
remove them, freeing up the right hand first. He was still careful to keep half 
an eye on the man holding the weapon; the one now suggesting that if someone 
would just point them in the direction of the ranch house, they would like to 
pay "Lt. Lancer" a call.
"You won't find him 
there," Johnny assured them. "He probably took off for San Francisco, or 
Sacramento or some other place."
Scott started 
methodically removing the glove from his left hand, tugging at each finger in 
turn. He could see that Ambrose looked disappointed. "Folks in town seemed to 
think we'd find him at home."
"Not likely. But 
then, he's a hard one to keep track of. Fellas call `im the `Boston Butterfly'."
At that last remark, 
Scott Lancer couldn't help but turn and raise a disbelieving eyebrow in Johnny's 
direction.
A dry "Do they?" 
slipped out before Scott could stop himself.
He'd otherwise kept 
his face a mask as he continued to regard the 
strangers 
in the campsite, wondering who they were and what they wanted. Scott absently 
tucked his gloves up under his belt while he continued to consider those 
questions. Johnny hadn't mentioned a surname, hadn't identified the third man at 
all, and the names "Ambrose" and "Ben" simply hadn't triggered anything. Scott 
didn’t recognize the corps insignia on Ben’s forage cap, but the wool kepis with 
the leather visors worn by the two older men marked them as ex-soldiers, the 
embroidered bugles further identifying them as having served in the infantry. 
The faded navy color of the hats at least provided assurance that the brothers 
were Union veterans as opposed to former Rebel soldiers. 
Scott's first 
impulse had been to simply introduce himself, but clearly, if he was taking such 
pains to conceal Scott's identity, Johnny had reason to believe the three posed 
a danger. Scott felt that he had no choice but to trust his brother's instincts 
on this and go along with the ruse for the time being.
Ben stared hard at 
Scott, then fired a skeptical question. "So your name's Hank?"
Scott's calm "That's 
right" was overridden by Johnny's colder "That's what I said."
The bearded man 
continued to study Scott, but he directed his next words at Johnny. "Description 
we heard in town kinda fits ya friend here is all."
"Well, Scott and 
Hank, they ain't got all that much in common, `cept for both being from back 
East—--just like you boys."
Quickly seizing the 
opportunity to try to glean some possibly helpful information, Scott ventured to 
interject a question of his own. "So where are you from, exactly?"
Ambrose supplied the 
answer. "Pennsylvania.  What `bout yourself?"
Keeping his gaze 
fixed upon the two bearded brothers, Scott bought himself some time by reaching 
up to grasp his hat by the crown, lifting it slightly off of his head and then 
resettling it on the crown of his head. The Bostonian could, of course, have 
easily selected one of any number of Eastern hometowns for his fictional alter 
ego, but was uncertain as to what his brother might have said about "Hank" in 
prior conversation with the Pennsylvanians.
Just as the pause 
started to lengthen uncomfortably, Johnny finally drawled out an answer. "Hank 
here, he's from . . Maine, though he don't like to brag on it."
Again, Johnny 
watched for a reaction. The truth was, he didn't have a real clear idea of where 
"Maine" was, exactly, but Scott had mentioned spending time there as a kid, so 
Johnny figured it must be somewhere near Boston. Which meant it certainly had to 
be "Back East". Ambrose seemed pleased enough with the answer; Johnny couldn't 
tell if Scott was happy or not.
"That a fact? Well, 
it's been a while since we heard a Maine accent, that's fer sure. What part of 
Maine are you from, Hank?"
"I'm from Bangoa," 
Scott said slowly, making an effort to pronounce the name of the city the way 
many of its natives would. Fortunately, the reference to a "Maine accent" had 
conjured up childhood memories of time spent in the woods with old Ned "Smudgy" 
Pierce, but now Scott struggled to recall the specific features of the crusty 
Maine guide's speech patterns. 
"It's been a 
while since I've bin back they-ah," he added carefully, trying not to lay too 
much emphasis upon the "ah" that he so deliberately tacked onto the word 
"there".
"Heard General 
Chamberlain's in charge up there now."
Scott nodded in the 
affirmative. He had actually met Joshua Chamberlain in Brunswick, Maine, many 
years before the War, when his aunt had introduced him to then professor of 
rhetoric. One of the heroes of the Battle of Gettysburg, General Chamberlain, 
had been tapped by the Union commander, General Grant, to accept the surrender 
of the Confederate troops at Appomattox Courthouse. Belatedly recalling his 
grandfather's most recent letter, Scott remembered that the older man had 
mentioned that Chamberlain had completed his term as Maine governor. Knowing of 
his grandson's admiration for the man, Harlan Garrett had updated Scott on the 
next phase of the storied general's career.  
Doubting that 
these men would know of such a relatively recent development, Scott refrained 
from relaying the information, believing it best not to put his "Maine accent" 
on display more than necessary. But he sensed that he was perhaps being tested 
when Ben asked his next question, even though the man's tone was deceptively 
casual. "Now I forget, what's the capital up there, anyway?"
"Auguster." Scott 
smiled inwardly, knowing he'd hit the pronunciation, and feeling confident 
enough to even set the score straight as to the General's present occupation. 
"Chamberlain was ow- ah guv'nuh for fohr yeers. Now he's the president . . . of 
Bowdoin Cawlege." Scott stopped there, certain it would be overdoing things if 
he threw in an "Ayuh" or "Mistah Man" or another one of old Smudgy's 
expressions. As it was, Scott could feel Johnny's eyes on him and knew that he 
didn't dare look over at his brother.
"Now, you wouldn't 
have served with the 20th?" Ambrose asked slowly, a reference to the famed Maine 
infantry company led by Chamberlain.
"No."
"Didn't think so. 
When I first saw you ride up, I took you fer cavalry---"
Johnny cut the man 
off. "So you boys have come a long ways lookin' for Scott," he stated flatly.
"The `Boston 
Buttahfly'," Scott couldn't refrain from adding.
Johnny ignored the 
comment, finally seeing a way to let Scott know what was going on. "And you said 
you're here `cause of a letter you got from someone named . . .Cassidy?"
Hearing the words 
"letter" and "Cassidy" made Scott feel as if he'd been punched hard in the 
stomach. He knew that Dan had believed the worst, right from the very start, and 
he now guessed that these men must be friends or relatives of one of those who 
had died in the escape attempt. He tried not to react as he studied the two 
brothers once more.
But Ambrose shook 
his head. "No, it ain't quite like that. You see, we're from coal country; we 
just decided to come out here and try our hand lookin’ for gold instead of minin’ 
coal."
Ben took up the 
tale. "So seeing as we were out here in California anyway, we thought we'd look 
out for a chance to pay a call on Lieutenant Lancer. Especially after—"
Looking at Scott 
quizzically, the bearded veteran stopped speaking in mid-sentence, and turned to 
look over his shoulder. Scott quickly dropped his gaze, realizing that he'd been 
staring, transfixed, at the youngest of the three strangers.
The as yet un-named 
adolescent had remained in the background during the conversation, rolling up 
some blankets. That task completed, he'd tied the bedrolls onto the saddled 
horses. But what had attracted Scott's attention was when the clean-shaven youth 
had picked up a hat from somewhere, a dark colored slouch hat, and slapped it on 
his head. When the boy had turned back towards the Lancers, Scott had 
immediately recognized the cavalry cord and insignia on the headgear and then 
suddenly been overwhelmed by a strong sensation of déjà vu. Now, as he looked 
downwards past his stirruped left foot to study the hard, dusty, ground below, 
the name came to him immediately.  
Cal. 
Closing his eyes, Scott could see Cal Bowen's face.
Cal had been a few 
years older than Scott, and, yes, he'd been from eastern Pennsylvania, Scott 
remembered that now. He'd had a wife back home; though the two men hadn't been 
very friendly at first, later on Scott had heard a great deal about Grace. That 
Cal's wife back home had been expecting their first child had been a fact known 
by every man in the company. Then . . . they'd been captured.
A religious man, Cal 
had spent a great deal of time praying that all was well, and waiting, hoping to 
hear from his family. Scraps of news had sometimes found their way to the 
prisoners during those miserable months of confinement, but nothing from coal 
country, no news had ever arrived for Lt. Cal Bowen. So he'd died never knowing 
if his wife had been delivered of a son or a daughter. He'd died `that night'. 
He'd been one of the sixteen.
Scott's head snapped 
up, opening his eyes to the welcome daylight that blessedly served to ward off 
those darker images. Brunswick shifted beneath him, and he tightened his grip on 
the reins, all the while intently regarding the young stranger. Scott shook his 
head as he realized that, young as he was, the boy was still much too old to be 
Cal's son. A nephew, or a younger brother, perhaps. Which meant the two bearded 
veterans were likely Cal Bowen's brothers as well. 
After Dan’s 
visit, Scott hadn’t been able to avoid wondering how many friends and relatives 
of the men who had died that night believed, as Cassidy had believed, that his 
own survival had come at the price of sixteen lives. But he had never, until 
now, considered that Dan would actually have written letters to that effect.
Scott had tried to 
write letters of his own after the War was over and he'd returned home to 
Boston. Thin, weak, sickly, his mind filled with ugly memories and heavily 
burdened with self doubt, he'd told himself that it was his responsibility to 
make contact with the families of his fellow prisoners who had not survived 
Libby, and particularly with the relatives of the soldiers who had died in the 
escape attempt. The stack of envelopes and stationary arrayed upon his writing 
desk had seemed like a mountain he was too weary to climb and he hadn't been 
able to force himself to take the first step. But he had paid a dutiful call 
upon the parents of one man, Joseph Fox. Not a soldier Scott had known 
especially well, but a fellow Bostonian and a Harvard graduate.
Now for one brief 
moment he was back there, in a darkened drawing room in Boston, awkwardly 
balancing a saucer and teacup on his knee, talking to a somber-faced woman in 
black.
Mr. and Mrs. Fox had 
been polite, but distant, the conversation stilted and Scott had wondered why 
they had even allowed him to come. It was only when he was leaving that he had 
realized to what extent they resented him, hated him even, because he was alive 
and sitting on their sofa, sipping their tea and talking about their son, who 
lay in an unmarked grave in a prison cemetery. Upon his departure, as he'd once 
more offered his condolences for their loss, Mrs. Fox had lightly grasped his 
hand and regarded Scott coldly. "We all have to live with the consequences of 
our decisions, Lt. Lancer," she'd said. That had been his first and last attempt 
to assuage his own guilt by communicating with the relatives of the fallen men.
The moment passed, 
the painful memory faded, and he was here astride his horse once more, looking 
down at the two bearded veterans. With a sinking feeling, Scott considered that, 
unlike the other families, the Bowen brothers would have double the reason to 
hate him, if they only knew it.
Ambrose Bowen had 
been giving the boy some detailed directions, telling him to do something with 
the horses. Scott had missed the instructions, but he was well aware of Ben's 
penetrating look. 
“He does 
favor Cal, don't he, Lieutenant?"
Scott Lancer met 
that piercing gaze forthrightly. "Yes. He does."
Almost before his 
brother had finished speaking, Johnny had his gun drawn and pointed at Ben 
Bowen. "You know, I'm thinkin' we'd all feel a whole lot better if you'd just 
put that gun down, real slowly now. And all of you---- just keep your hands 
where I can see `em."
"Hey, Amby. .. " the 
kid said.
"Quiet now, Dan'l. 
You just do like the man says."
Ben Bowen obediently 
set his carbine down on the ground at his feet, but it was Scott that he kept 
his gaze locked upon.
Johnny watched too, 
out of the corner of his eye, as, in one swift, fluid, motion, Scott dismounted, 
easing the reins over Brunswick's head so that he could step in front of his 
horse with his own weapon drawn. The white faced chestnut nudged his brother's 
shoulder, leaving a damp spot on the beige fabric, but Scott wasn't distracted, 
he simply pulled the reins downward with his left hand while he kept the gun in 
his right trained on the man standing in front of him. When he spoke, he took in 
all three of the Bowen brothers.  
"Now.. . I'm 
going to tell you what really happened. And you're going to listen," Scott said 
firmly.
"We already know," 
Ben stated quietly. "Wouldn't have come here otherwise."
"That Lt. Cassidy, 
he wrote another letter and our Ma sent it on to us," Ambrose explained. "In 
fact, we just got it a coupla weeks ago. Said he was writin' to everyone, to 
tell the truth and let us all know how wrong he was about you."
Johnny had to admit 
to himself that he was surprised; he sure wouldn't have thought that Cassidy 
fella had it in him, to own up to the truth. Both of the bearded men must have 
realized that Scott had been expecting to have to defend himself, and were 
giving him knowing looks; behind them, Johnny noticed the younger brother was 
wiping his hands across his face and sitting down. To Johnny's eyes, his own 
brother's expression was one of a man who didn't quite dare believe what he was 
hearing.
Scott slowly lowered 
his gun hand until the weapon was pointing at the ground. He bowed his head a 
bit too, thinking about what the man had just said. It hit Johnny that of course 
his brother must have wondered all this time how many other people had blamed 
him for what had happened, and how many others besides Cassidy'd believed he'd 
been a traitor. Something like that would have been a pretty heavy burden 
weighing on a man like Scott, a burden that was now finally lifted.
"'Course, our Ma, 
she knew right along you couldn't have been a betrayer, Lieutenant. She always 
said that the reason you weren't killed was thanks to the power of prayer."
Scott looked up at 
Ambrose, not making any attempt to hide his confusion at what the man had just 
said.
"See, Cal'd sent her 
a letter one time tellin' all about how some fancy kid lieutenant from Boston 
saved his skin. Well, after that, Ma always added your name to the list of folks 
she was askin' the Good Lord to keep watch over. So, according to her, that's 
why you lived."
A small smile 
flitted across Ben Bowen's face while his brother told this story, but Scott's 
expression remained solemn. "She could be right."
There was a silence, 
during which no one said anything. Johnny knew
what he was 
thinking, that there'd been others that woman must have prayed for, like her own 
dead son.
"Amby. . ."
Over near the fire 
pit, the kid stood up and then he said his older brother's name again. "Amby . . 
." This time there was something in the kid's tone of voice that made both of 
his brothers turn and start towards him. Then, right before Johnny's startled 
eyes, Daniel dropped, slumped to the ground as if he'd been shot or something.
"Fit," Ben ground 
out and both of the Bowen brothers hurried over; Scott, holstering his weapon, 
followed not too far behind. No one touched the kid; instead, the three men 
circled the boy on the ground, almost like a human fence, giving him space to 
thrash around, but making sure he wouldn't end up in the fire pit or on some 
rocks. The painful-looking convulsions probably lasted less than a minute. Then 
Daniel just lay there, staring unseeingly up at the tops of the trees and 
breathing hard, with his brothers crouched down on either side of him, telling 
him everything was all right. Scott took a bedroll off of the nearest packhorse 
and passed it to Ambrose, who tucked it under his younger brother's head. Then 
Scott unrolled a second blanket that he handed to Ben, who placed it over the 
kid lying on the ground.
Johnny holstered his 
weapon and slid down off of Barranca, as Scott, having done what he could to 
help, started walking towards him. Looking past his brother, Johnny watched 
warily as Ben slowly stood up and turned towards them.
"Cal's 
weren't quite so bad," Bowen said quietly, to Scott's back. "But then you knew 
that, didn't you, Lieutenant?"
Johnny watched with 
concern as Scott stopped in his tracks, staring at the ground for a moment 
before slowly turning back to face Ben, looking for all the world as if every 
ounce of that weight had fallen right back onto his shoulders.  
"Yes, I knew. 
And . .. I'm sorry," he said. "I . . I don't know what more I can say." Then he 
turned back around and, staring straight ahead, continued walking towards his 
horse.
Ben Bowen followed 
him, and Johnny slid his six-shooter out of the holster again. He wasn't exactly 
sure what Scott had to be sorry about, but Johnny was ready if Bowen's hand 
drifted anywhere near his own gun.
"Sorry for 
what—--that you didn't report him? Thought you promised you wouldn’t."
Ambrose rose now, 
stepping carefully over Daniel's still form to stand beside his brother. "They'd 
have sent him back home for sure."
Scott, looking angry 
now, pulled the reins back over Brunswick's head before he answered. "And he'd 
still be alive."
Ben Bowen folded his 
arms across his chest and considered that. "Most likely," he conceded. "Now, 
Cal, he was real proud of being an officer, and in the cavalry. Real proud." 
Unexpectedly, Ben grinned at his older brother. "You see, it kinda gave him 
something to lord over the two of us."
Scott wasn't looking 
at them, he seemed to be staring at a spot on his horse's neck instead. Ambrose 
crossed the campsite. "We don't hold that against you, Lieutenant, keeping Cal's 
secret for him. We came here to shake your hand ---- and talk about our 
brother."
"Talk?"
The one word was 
uttered bitterly, then Scott was silent. For a moment, Johnny thought that his 
brother could have been a thousand miles away. Then Scott seemed to come to a 
decision.
His face impassive, 
he turned and gestured towards Daniel. "When he's ready to sit a horse, ride two 
miles due east. You'll see an arch—our ranch house isn't much beyond that. We'll 
have baths for you, and beds for the night. And . . . after supper . . . we can 
talk."
The Bowens nodded 
appreciatively. "Thank you, Lieutenant."
"It's not 
`Lieutenant' any more." Scott started to gather himself to mount Brunswick, but 
in mid motion he stopped. "Which regiment were you men with?"
"Eighty-third 
Pennsylvania."
"At Little Round 
Top?"
"That's right."
Shaking his head, Scott gestured towards the red Maltese Cross on Ben Bowen’s 
cap. “I should have recognized it.”  Stepping 
back over to the men, he offered his hand to each in turn, stating his name and 
repeating, "It's not `Lieutenant' any more."
The Bowen brothers 
stated their names as well. The introductions apparently over, Johnny holstered 
his gun for good and swung up into the saddle.
Scott cast a glance 
in his sibling's direction, then faced the Bowens again. "This is my brother, 
Johnny Lancer. And I apologize for the . . . deception—--though I guess you 
weren't really fooled."
Ben smiled. "Well, 
him we knew on sight, based on how the folks in town described him."
"Now you, we weren't 
altogether sure about," Ambrose assured Scott, looking to Ben for confirmation. 
"You did yourself proud with that Maine accent."
"Sure did," Ben 
agreed. "But Johnny here, well, even if they hadn't told us how he dressed, we 
coulda guessed from the things he said about ya, ---- he sounded just like a 
brother."
Scott reached up to 
readjust his hat, setting it squarely on his head and shielding his eyes once 
more. Then he pulled his gloves from beneath his belt, slapping the leather 
against one palm before drawing them on. "I wouldn't want to get my hands 
dirty," he explained wryly.
Johnny watched 
warily as Scott mounted Brunswick, turned the horse and finally addressed him. 
"Well, I think I'll `fly' back to the ranch now, get things ready for our 
guests. . . . I'll talk to you later, Johnny," he added pointedly, then wheeled 
his mount and cantered off.
The Bowens chuckled, 
Ben throwing his arm over his older brother's shoulder. "I'd sure like t'be a 
fly on the wall for that conversation, wouldn't you, Amby?" Ambrose nodded his 
assent. With one last laugh in Johnny's direction, the two men made their way 
back over to Daniel.
Figuring he might as 
well get their `talk' over with, Johnny Lancer bowed his head and rode 
reluctantly off after his big brother.
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Once he'd caught up 
with him, Johnny didn't waste any time. "Guess I was wrong about those fellas," 
he offered.
Scott reined up, and 
Johnny brought Barranca to a stop alongside him. "I appreciate you always being 
there for me, Brother. I mean that. Thank you."
Johnny shifted 
uncomfortably. "Look, Scott, about. . .  I made that up, about the men callin' 
you a Butterfly."
"You made that up? 
The *Boston* Butterfly? So,. .. .tell me, Johnny, what do they call me?"
"Nothin' like that. 
Just Scott. `Mr. Lancer' sometimes."
"Hmm." Scott pursed 
his lips and looked away. "That surprises me. After all, they do have some 
pretty . . . colorful. . .monikers for you."
"Yeah? Like what?"
"Oh, . . . I'd 
rather not say. Though you might ask . . . .Jelly." Scott spurred Brunswick into 
motion once more. "After all, he did make most of them up," he said over his 
shoulder.
Despite the burden 
of knowing that the upcoming conversation with the Bowens was going to be a 
difficult one, Scott still managed a grin when he heard Johnny's exclamation of 
disbelief. He was confident that once back at the ranch, his brother would 
hasten to interrogate the grizzled horse wrangler and that an irritated Jelly 
would be more than up to the task of inventing nicknames for Johnny that would 
make "Butterfly" seem like a compliment. 
The End
SC 2004
Notes:
Scott's horse 
"Brunswick" is named in honor of Wayne Maunder's birthplace, the province of New 
Brunswick in Canada. He was raised in Bangor, Maine.
Mr. Maunder himself 
dubbed his character "the Boston Butterfly" in a TV Guide interview following 
the cancellation of Lancer.
Scott Lancer 
spending a year in a Confederate prison camp, and being the leader and the sole 
survivor of a escape attempt is canon, from the episode entitled "The Escape". 
Scott spending time in Maine and meeting General Chamberlain is strictly fanon.
The surnames of 
Scott's fellow prisoners, Bowen and Fox, are taken from the list of soldiers 
given in Sherri's 2003 story "Roll Call", which can be found in the WM Birthday 
story folder on the Lancer Writers site. A big Thank you to Sherri for multiple 
readings and some very helpful suggestions. 
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