Stunned beyond words Scott thought, ‘My God Johnny, how have you managed to 
	survive?’  He placed the Pinkerton report on the desk and looked at his 
	father.
	
	Murdoch watched the emotions flicker across his older son’s face and he 
	wondered if maybe he had made a mistake letting Scott read the report.
	
	Scott was having trouble erasing the images of Johnny Madrid as written in 
	that awful report.  He saw a small boy, dirty, abandoned, and beaten because 
	he was of mixed races.  Later a teenager who turned into a gunfighter just 
	to live, and the final shock…rescued as he stood before a firing squad.
	
	Yet Johnny never felt sorry for himself, never made excuses, and lived life 
	with such gusto.  Johnny had a wonderful sense of humor, loyal to a fault, 
	and a unique code of ethics.  Yes…his little brother was an amazing man.
	
	When Scott was finally able to speak he looked at Murdoch, “You know what 
	Johnny would say?”
	
	“C’est la vie.” 
	
	EJ 2011