Thanks very much to CobaltJan for her beta – I appreciate it. These characters do not belong to me nor are there any financial rewards … only the reward of bringing them back to life.
Corruptio optimi pessima: The corruption of the best is the worst of all.
	The lie to 
	his father bothered him more than the heat, sand and wind.   It had been 
	easy enough to tell, Murdoch believing every word, trusting him; but that 
	was when Scott thought food and medicine would be enough to send the 
	fugitives on their way to Canada.  The sheriff showing up with Johnny had 
	changed that option.   Gabe couldn’t look the other way and drop it, even if 
	he was outnumbered, and Scott didn’t expect him to.  These men were wanted 
	for murder; something Scott didn’t know when he promised to help them.  He 
	knew they were running, but didn’t want to know why.
	
	To Scott’s surprise, the men agreed, without much persuasion, to return to 
	Lancer.   The run from Colorado Territory had been hard and some of them had 
	died along the way.  They were tired.  Scott was too.  The lie had drained 
	him, regardless how much he tried to justify the reason.  But, how could he 
	justify to his father that he’d helped wanted men instead of feeding sick 
	Paiute children?  
	
	After making a list of what was needed to transport the families to Lancer, 
	Jelly was dispatched to the ranch for the wagons, men and horses.  Within a 
	few hours he returned and the meager belongings of the group were loaded.  
	Spitting out dirt and tearing from the sand that speared his eyes, Scott 
	slapped leather against the wide rumps of his father’s best riding team and 
	started the journey home.
	
	The line of wagons creaked across the wind-grieved ground.  Scott looked 
	back at the train as it lumbered away from the sweltering caves.  Haggard 
	women grabbed for children spilling out of the wagon beds; their worn hands 
	lingered in comfort over the arms of dour looking men; weary eyes stared 
	into the distance with a stoicism that Scott hadn’t seen since his war-time 
	imprisonment.   Family held this shabby, sad group together.   Men had made 
	the choice to bring their women and children with them, and the women had 
	agreed to follow.
	
	 Scott maneuvered the horses around huge boulders, leading the way along the 
	meager trail.  Thorns and dried bramble reached from the edges of the path, 
	scraping against the wagon wheels.  Ella, the gentlest of horses, jumped and 
	whinnied.  A line of red bubbled below the knee and weaved into the perfect 
	white of her pastern.
	
	“She’s okay.”
	
	Scott whipped his head up.  “Damn it, Johnny.  Give me some warning you’re 
	around, will you?”
	
	Johnny glanced back at the dozen or so wagons rumbling behind them and 
	quirked an eye at Scott.  “It’s not like I’m sneaking up on you in the 
	quiet, Scott.  What you so jumpy for?”
	
	“She’s bleeding.”  Scott stabbed his finger towards the horse’s leg.  “Damn, 
	why did Jelly have to bring Murdoch’s favorite team back with him?”
	
	“It’s a scratch, Scott.  She’ll be fine.”  Johnny tilted his head, puzzled.  
	“Besides, Jelly said he had no choice.”
	
	“That’s easy to say.  But if anything happens to these animals, Murdoch will 
	be …”
	
	“Nothing will happen.  Besides, he’ll get over it.  Once he knows the 
	reason.”
	
	Scott was ready to snap back, but held off at Johnny’s look.  “Well, he 
	loves these horses almost as much as each blade of grass at Lancer.”  --- 
	Why the hell did he say that?  Geez, he was …
	
	“Grumpy.”
	
	“What?”
	
	“Murdoch.  He’ll understand, Scott.”
	
	“I don’t know what you’re talking about.  Are you saying Murdoch’s grumpy?”
	
	Johnny snorted.  “Not this time.”  He rode up to Ella.  “Hold up.  Let me 
	check it out.”
	
	“You said it was just a scratch.”
	
	“It is, but don’t hurt to wash it off.  Blood shows up real good against 
	white.”  Johnny signaled the line of wagons to stop and dropped to the 
	ground.
	
	“What’s goin’ on?” Rufus shouted from behind them.
	
	“Just checking a leg.  It won’t take long,” Johnny yelled back.  A muscle 
	jumped along his jaw line, a sure sign he was irritated.
	
	“Them ain’t working horses.  Ain’t got the mettle.  As bad as green horns.”
	
	
	“Let it go, Johnny,” Scott said, noting Johnny’s clenched fist and step 
	towards the loud mouthed Rufus. Fighting with the man now, in front of the 
	kids, would make the long trip to Lancer even longer.  
	
	Johnny spit into the sand and bent to look at the horse’s leg.  “The guys an 
	asshole,” Johnny muttered.  “We’re gonna have it out before this is over.”
	
	“You may have to wait in line.  I wouldn’t mind having a pop at him.”
	
	“Yeah, well, you weren’t the one looking down the barrel of his rifle.  If 
	you hadn’t grabbed it, I wouldn’t be here.”  He splashed water from his 
	canteen onto a neckerchief, and rubbed it along Ella’s lower leg.  A soft 
	whoa followed as the animal shied from Johnny’s hand.
	
	“Rufus didn’t know about the bad food,” Scott said.   “He thought I’d 
	brought you and the sheriff to take them in.”
	
	“With two men, Brother?  We needed a whole lot more men to do something like 
	that.  He was itching to shoot someone.”  Johnny stepped back from the 
	horse.  “There.  Good as new.  Can’t tell she’s been scratched at all.”
	
	Scott leaned over to get a better view.  “Thanks.  Hope nothing else 
	happens.”
	
	“Hey, Lancer.  Let’s get going.  Got sick kids back here.”
	
	Scott stood and twisted to Rufus.  His face reminded Scott of buttermilk 
	that set too long in the heat – sour.  “You should have thought of those 
	sick kids before this, Rufus.   My father’s hospitality is getting them out 
	of this hell.”
	
	“Gentlemen, please,” the preacher said, rising from his wagon seat.  
	 “There’s no need for this.  Rufus, Mr. Lancer is right.”  He turned to 
	Scott and nodded.  “We do appreciate all the help.  Your family … your 
	father is a man with a generous heart.”
	
	Scott knew that.  He also knew his father was a man of understanding and 
	hoped that extended to his sons.
	
	“Let’s go.”  Johnny hitched into his saddle, threw a disgusted glance at the 
	preacher, and nudged Barranca forward.
	
	The wagons inched across the bumpy terrain.  Scott stared at the stiff back 
	of his brother and wondered at the look he gave the preacher.  Rufus he 
	could understand – he seemed a man ready for violence.  But the preacher … 
	After a few minutes, Johnny dropped back and rode beside him.
	
	“You can sure pick ‘em, Boston.”
	
	“They saved my life, Johnny.  It wasn’t a matter of my picking them.”
	
	“Humph.  I’m betting Rufus there wasn’t in the lead hoping you’d make it.”
	
	“Can’t say I disagree with you on that.”  Scott pulled lightly on the right 
	rein to direct the horses through a narrow gulch.  The animals responded 
	with a smooth quickness and grace.  Scott could understand why his father 
	favored the team.
	
	“Why the preacher?”
	
	Johnny glanced at him.  “What?”
	
	“What do you have against Calhoun?  I saw the look you gave him.”
	
	Johnny rolled his shoulders, rubbed his leg and squinted into the hot sky.  
	“Guess my dealings with preachers ain’t always been good.  Most of ‘em don’t 
	do what they preach about.  I think he’s like most.”
	
	“He’s been running from the law a long time, Johnny.  Colorado to California 
	is a long ways.  He’s lost friends, family.  Maybe it’s made him … weary … 
	bitter.”
	
	“He had choices, just like everyone else.”  Johnny gripped his reins and 
	skirted his horse around a prickly bush.  “I always figured preachers should 
	spout peace, not stir up a war.” 
	
	“Really.  I would have thought you’d take his side.  From what I understand, 
	the conditions were brutal for the miners, and their families.  It was a 
	matter of defending themselves against the men who were killed.”  
	
		“I ain’t 
		saying those men that were killed didn’t deserve it, Scott.  I’m just 
		saying that maybe it’s not the job of a preacher to trouble over how 
		much a man has in this life.  Thought their calling was for a … well, 
		helping folks get from this world to the next with what’s handed ‘em.”
		
		“Your surprise me, brother.    Especially since you have a soft spot for 
		the less fortunate.”
		
		Johnny threw him a brilliant smile.  “Hell, Scott.  You’re so damn soft 
		you’re like Maria’s sweet custard.  Besides, I ain’t no preacher.”
		
		“No,” Schott chuckled.  “You certainly are not.”
		
		“What I mean, smart ass, is that most men claiming to be in God’s left 
		pocket are sometimes the ones out front leading a ruckus.”  Johnny 
		glanced back at the wagon line.  “Jelly sure don’t think much of him.”
		
		Scott couldn’t dispute that.  Jelly had been distrustful of the preacher 
		from the start and didn’t hold back from letting Scott know.  The old 
		hand wasn’t shy about making his opinions known and Scott was sure 
		Preacher Calhoun heard a word or two of Jelly’s words.
		
		“No comment, brother?”
		
		Scott shrugged.  “No arguments, Johnny.  I think Jelly suspected Calhoun 
		would slit our throats and hide our bodies somewhere in the caves of the 
		badlands.”
		
		“And you didn’t?”
		
		“No.  I didn’t.”  Scott glowered at Johnny to make sure his words hit 
		the mark.   “Besides, this isn’t about me.” 
		
		“Well, who the hell is it about if not you, Scott?”
		
		“It’s about getting these people justice … so they don’t have to spend 
		the rest of their lives running.  Getting proper homes for the women and 
		children.”   He swiped a glove across his cheek to catch a trickle of 
		sweat.  Damn, it was hot.
		
		“You think that’s wrong?” Scott pushed when Johnny didn’t reply.
		
		“Nope.”
		
		Scott bit at his lip, and wanted to shake Johnny.   He could be so 
		damned tight mouthed.  No wonder Murdoch simmered with him at times.  
		“You want to expound on that nope?”
		
		A long sigh drifted from Johnny.   “I think you’re a bit touchy today, 
		Scott.  I’m not looking to argue.”
		
		“I’m not either, John.   I didn’t think the question was that hard.  
		Sorry for expecting an answer.”
		
		Scott kept his eyes focused between the horses.  He could feel the 
		tension in his jaw, and tried to relax.  His shoulders ached and he 
		rolled his neck, trying to relieve the discomfort.  In the distance he 
		could see where the stony outcroppings were smoothing into the worn road 
		that ran between green hills and meadows.  They would soon be out of the 
		badlands.  He hoped it would be cooler.
		
		“Know what I think?”
		
		Scott jumped at Johnny’s question.  He thought conversation was long 
		past and his only companion was to be the silent, dark, disapproving 
		presence riding next to him.
		
		“Dang, Scott.  Would you relax?”
		
		“I am relaxed!”
		
		“Oh, is that why you near leaped off the seat when I talked?”
		
		“I did not … the wagon, it went over a bump is all.”  He shot a 
		disgusted glance at Johnny and then looked back on the road.  “Well, 
		what do you think?”
		
		“Not so sure I want to tell you now.  You’ll get all bent out of shape 
		like one of Jelly’s horseshoes.”
		
		“Johnny.”  Scott gritted his teeth.  “Spit it out.  You’ve been sittin’ 
		on a bur since we left the badlands.”
		
		“No Scott,” Johnny replied softly.  “I ain’t.  But you have and I think 
		I can guess why.”
		
		Johnny held up his hand when Scott started to protest.  “You gonna sit 
		there and let me say it or not?  I’m not out to fight with you, Scott.  
		But you asked so you’d better be able to take the answer.”
		
		Scott pursed his lips and glared.  “Okay, Brother.  Go ahead.”  He 
		turned his eyes again to the road in front of him.  As they passed under 
		the shade of overhanging trees, he could feel the cooler air against his 
		face.  Determined to let Johnny have his say, he waited.
		
		“That preacher back there,” Johnny motioned with his head, “I’m thinking 
		he’s the reason for your … fret.   For a man who fancies himself as 
		urging the works of the good book, he got you to lie to Murdoch.  And he 
		knew it,” Johnny stressed when Scott opened his mouth to say something.  
		“You gonna let me say this?”
		
		Scott remembered his promise, and even though his words twisted in his 
		chest, he choked them back.
		
		“He fancied himself right, Scott, by his lie, and he drug you into it.  
		It’s eating at you.” Johnny bent his head and leaned into the golden 
		mane of Barranca.  His voice was tender, almost sad.  “You’re gonna have 
		to face Murdoch with it, Scott.  Can’t get out of that.”
		
		Scott’s stomach flipped at the softly said words.  “He … they saved my 
		life, Johnny.  How could I turn them away?”
		
		“Oh, Brother.  We all make choices.”  Johnny jabbed his fingers against 
		the speckles of sunlight on his saddle and shook his head.  “Not always 
		easy, Boston.  But that preacher, Calhoun … well, you planned it out 
		with him.  The story of the sick Paiute kids.  Before you came walking 
		into Lancer with him and his daughter.  He didn’t care about your lying 
		to the old man … and the rest of us.”
		
		And the rest of us … words that couldn’t be brushed away.  “There’s more 
		to it, Johnny.”
		
		“I figured there was,” Johnny replied, fidgeting in the saddle.
		
		 “He could have left me … dying in those rocks,” Scott said, his tongue 
		feeling too big for his mouth, not willing to share more with Johnny; 
		not yet anyway.
		
		 “Yeah.  He could have.  Murdoch appreciates that he didn’t.  Reckon I 
		do too.  But, I tell ya, Boston, Calhoun was a man running and all he 
		could see was the end of the road till you stumbled along.”  Johnny 
		looked full at Scott, his eyes knowing the truth.  “Murdoch’s gonna be 
		upset, Scott.   Just let him be mad, okay?  He’ll get over it.”
		
		The horses’ hooves thumped light against the soft ground of the meadow.  
		The sun hung to low afternoon, and Scott could smell its heat in the 
		tall grasses.  He loved this country, maybe as much as his father did.  
		He had lied to Murdoch; without much thought of the consequences.  Now, 
		with his dragging the whole splintered group back to his father’s house, 
		it mattered.  The only thing that made it easier was Johnny’s words.  
		Maybe … maybe his father would look the other way.  But the image of 
		disappointment in his father’s eyes when he learned his son had lied to 
		him wouldn’t go away.